life is only getting better......

sooo car is stolen.... our lawyer is contacting the people to see if their insurance will cover it...if not... time to sew them....YAY..not... i cant take any more stress. not sure how much longer i can hold off the break down.... trying to see the positive but the negative is starting to blind me.. some things gotta give... soooo the bitch that lived next door from me who let her handicapped kid bang his head on the wall at all hours of the day...who got kicked out of living next door...moved across the complex got her self a nice town house....destroyed the town house...and is now moving in next door, wtf.... thats it no more being nice....that kid bangs his head on the wall to the point of my pictures are moving....im calling cps and i have the number now... i cant ...no sorry... WONT deal with that shit again... i have enough stress in my life PLEASE ADD SOME MORE....... COME ON WHO ELSE WANTS TO GIVE ME A LIL MORE STRESS!!! ok now that ive vented... not understanding how i can do NOTHING WRONG ive done nothing to cause all my misfortune yet it keeps pilling on.... its 1pm and i need a freaking drink....cant ....damn....gotta kid to take care of... just hoping .....no i KNOW this all has to work out... theres no other option i wont let there be an alternative...its going to work out dammit... im going to get a nice new car with the money i get back from these assholes...then im going to deal with retard next door.. kaylynn will run not walk run around the house...my hubby and i will enjoy every moment of the home bills games... i will get pregnant this dec i will move into a nice new place next april....i will have a great time at my best friends wedding next july...i will have a beautiful healthy baby boy and life will be FUCKING AWESOME....why? because i said so dammit and there is no alternative...